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Name: Rob
Location: Pennsylvania, United States
Birthday: 3/31/1984
Gender: Male


Interests: Art, Music, Alice in Chains, Guitars, Classic Cars,


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Member Since: 5/5/2004

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Monday, July 19, 2004

I found this, and it doesn't really apply to present circumstances. However, I felt that it's been hidden in the shadows long enough, and deserves it's moment in the sun.

I lay frozen in the dark

The warmth has long since gone

Though the reasons change

The heartache is real

 

I speak the words I long to hear

And every day they fall

I sit outside my heart’s desire

And cry till it’s all gone

 

I scream inside my head

With every word she said

I lost myself

My soul, was mine no more

 

I can’t stand to take you

You can’t make me take you

And you can’t tempt me

With feelings you’ve never known

 

I struggle with the thought

Of memory deceased

I struggle with my twisted dreams

And pale realities

 

The tears no longer flow

They’ve all since dried away

I can move on

And live in tomorrow’s yesterday.

 

I scream inside my head

With every word she said

I lost myself

My soul, was mine no more

 

I can’t stand to take you

You can’t make me take you

And you can’t tempt me

With feelings you’ve never known


Wednesday, June 09, 2004

I liken all I have and lost
To the awful, hateful, painful cost
Of love long shunned and cast away
Of yet another wasted day

I hear a whisper crying out
To tired to try, to scared to shout
Screaming in blissful agony
As it tries to save what’s left of me

The tattered scraps of my mind
Are all that’s left for it to find
The voice, it cries all in vain
Forced to endure such endless pain

The pain of being left for dead
No one seeing the blood that’s shed,
The piece of heart that’s been ripped away
The incessant void that tries to stay.

The void defines my every move
The very feeling wounds me deep
I creep, not knowing where to go


Wednesday, May 05, 2004

A rough Self Portrait done completely on the computer in a total of 20 - 30 minutes. This was done a while ago, and appears also on my poor neglected webcomic that I will be reviving soon.


Yeah, so this is the first post. I'm gonna post a quick little poem in here just to get things started on the right track. There ain't gonna be anything but artistic/creative shit in here. If there is any drama...it will all be implied and never outright said.

Because drama sucks unless it's beautiful.

Inside, never wanted to be there again
Outside, always count on lonesome friend
Pity is something I’ve been fed all my life
Anger, your hate is a two edged knife

Reason is something lost to you and me
Confusion, coupled with lonesome misery
Ambition, something you’ve stifled all along
Stubborn, I still choose to sing my song

Laughter, alien as the worlds above
Hate, known only when you call it love
Sadness, synonymous with happy ending
Grief, a false truth you keep sending