I found this, and it doesn't really apply to present circumstances. However, I felt that it's been hidden in the shadows long enough, and deserves it's moment in the sun.
I lay frozen in the dark
The warmth has long since gone
Though the reasons change
The heartache is real
I speak the words I long to hear
And every day they fall
I sit outside my heart’s desire
And cry till it’s all gone
I scream inside my head
With every word she said
I lost myself
My soul, was mine no more
I can’t stand to take you
You can’t make me take you
And you can’t tempt me
With feelings you’ve never known
I struggle with the thought
Of memory deceased
I struggle with my twisted dreams
And pale realities
The tears no longer flow
They’ve all since dried away
I can move on
And live in tomorrow’s yesterday.
I scream inside my head
With every word she said
I lost myself
My soul, was mine no more
I can’t stand to take you
You can’t make me take you
And you can’t tempt me
With feelings you’ve never known |